It´s a regular thing for me, I guess. I just can´t fully accept that the world isn´t really fair. I see all that is happening around us and I get so frickin furious. But then I see things happening closer to home and I realize that whatever happens to the whole world is just a reflection of what we are.
We are selfish beings, whether we admit it or not. It is an extension of the survival instinct. We must look out for ourselves in order to live. So I guess I mustn´t really be surprised to see all this injustice.
It´s just hard for me to watch as some people try to forget about themselves and try to live and help people. And then people take advantage of them and screw them all kinds of ways before dumping them. Leaving them a hollow shell of what they once were. Their idealism replaced by cynicism. Their compassion reduced to naiveté.
Oh, well. C´est la vie.
I guess the best I can do right now is this. Putting my thoughts into this Blog. Releasing the tension I feel. But more than that, I guess I should just realize how lucky I am. And that spreading that luck around isn´t a bad thing at all.
I can almost feel the sharks circling, waiting for a piece of the meat. Bring it on! Hurt me Plenty!
Christening = Motherhood
17 years ago
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